Well, I feel better now. I guess its because of my cold that makes me feel depressed sometimes. But anyway, I have been feeling very nostalgic and there was like a feeling of peace sort of. I figured out what exactly I need to do. I had to admit to myself that I cannot make everyone happy, but try to be there for them always. Second of all, I have to stop comparing myself to other people to believe that I am not good enough. What I can do is good enough for me, and as long as I continue then that is fine. Last, if I couldn't trust anyone to open up to, then what could I do. That is what I thought. But I have to let my guard down sometime and let people understand me. Sure, I'm complicated, but I give them little at a time to understand. So I will continue to walk and not hide for any longer. I won't care what people think about me, I will continue on to find my place again. And walk the path of virtue. I refuse to show anymore weakness to anyone anymore, I am not afraid anymore. This scorpio will use its sting to protect itself and others. And my heart will open out more now. I now make a promise to myself to be the best and reach my goals! Now and Always!